Monday, December 7, 2009Y
TIRED! TIRED! TIRED!
never thought of going PARADE today.
WINNIE ask me yesterday night if i could join her in PARADE.
i said NO but since today my mom is going out so i followed.
i told my mom to put me in parade and when she's done come and pick me.
thought of accompanying WINNIE to get her CNY clothes.
but she told me 3pm she's going to watch movie with her MUMMY.
at last i reached.
and YEAH she tell the truth she's going on a movie with SAM OU.
SHE LIED.
seriously i never dare to go out with her ANYMORE.
SCARY one.
at last i walked ALONE. hermm.
den visit my HUBBIE.
she HUG me =D
so sweet. chatted with her. have so much fun.
at last i went back.
right now, i feel so moody because of her.
i saw her BLOG.
i don't understand why is she hurting herself. =[
SMOKE and EVERYTHING.
but there's something i wanted to tell her:
when you cry, i'll cry together with you.
when you smoke, i'll smoke together with you.
when you wanted to get drunk,i'll drunk with you.
but when you're fallin,i'm ready to make you stand up straight.
anyway, i got a MESSAGE from NTS.
he broke up with YUN ER.
they couple almost ONE year.
i just feel LOVE SHOULDN'T EXIST.
i can't feel anymore LOVE in my LIFE.
LOVE SUCKS? MAYBE.
Nights buddie. i'm tired.
p/s: i SMOKED the second time.
5:43 AM