LIFE IS SHAWT.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010Y

GENTING is just so bored going with my families.
they don't want to cooperate.
i even got scolded from my UNCLE!
i cried and walk away with kardic.
well my day starts like this.
woke up at 5 and brush up.
after that my uncle came to my house to wait for the FCUKING BUS SEKOLAH.
the stupid reach at about 6.45.
well, got up to the bus.
and we blast off to GENTING.
OMG! that bus is so hell slow.
== hell man.
we reach there about 1 plus.
after that go for cable car.
LOTS LOTS LOTS people.
wait there almost for an HOUR.
okay, FINE.
we reach hotel around 2 plus.
we got to wait to CHECK IN!
DAMIT!
4 plus only we got the room. HELL!
after that we went to indoor and walk around to wait for our parents.
then we went for KFC.
after that SNOWWORLD.
its really fun inside there.
after that we went back to hotel and bath,eat everything.
then we went out jalan jalan after that we went to Rifley's believe it or not.
since our parents is going to casino. :D
after that i went to join winnie and kardic.
we yamcha at STARBUCKS sampai 12 something.
den i went back to my room and off i slept.
was extremly TIRED.
esok pagi went for a buffet breakfast.
DAMIT! lots of people. ==
sit and eat sausages.
and went back to room and ask mummy permission to go out but outdoor tickets.
i went out and meet kardic and buy tickets.
my COUSINS walk like a SNAIL and i got to wait them.
FINE! after that we bought the ticket we went and claim for the wristband.
after that bla bla bla. got scolded from my uncle and i walked away with kardic.
almost the whole day i play with kardic.
WAS REALLY REALLY FUN! :D
den around 3 plus went back and take cable car.
guess what time i arrived kat rumah?
9.30 pm. LOL. =D
i think is better to go with friends =)

p/s : you will never put me in your heart. JUST GET LOST. i'm not replying your message anymore.

6:45 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010Y

WOAH!
my birthday is comin.
urghhhhh. so nervous man C:
what so nervous? i don't know.
not much friends is going out celebrating with me ):
mostly of them going for camp. how SAD.
that sei yan TOMMY LEONG yao tuition.
mm choy ngo wor.
well, i already got my first presents from my mom,dad and brothers.
they bought me a CASIO watch.
AWWW. how sweet.
i just <3 it so much.
thanks MUMMY! i <3 you (:
besides that i'm going to GENTING this sunday.
OMG! this is really so exciting.
WHEEEEE. can't wait till that day. hhe.
between i ponteng tuition today =X
i went to kopitiam.
i was so tired. thats the main REASON =X
sorry MUMMY!

p/s:It's Alright, it's OK ,I'm so much better without you,I won't be sorry ♥

1:01 AM

Monday, April 12, 2010Y

blog i need you again.
i'm TIRED. D:
who do i love the most?
HIM or HIM?
i doesn't know.
but i can guarantee a HIM don't love me.
i'm just wasting my time on him.
what can i do? HELP ME ANYONE?
i don't know why the hell i go and online.
what's wrong with me shit asshole?
why do we have to suffer this kind of stuff?
WHY!?
HELL! my birthday is coming how i wish to get a big surprise from him.
but will i get?
DEFINATELY A NO!
STUPID DUMB don't be stupid okay?
YOU YOU YOU!
i'm happy whenever i'm with you but you should know very clear you got a girlfriend.
and i don't wanted to be the 3rd person in your life.
you <3 your girlfriend i know.
and please stop acting HAPPY infront of me.
i'm either TIRED acting HAPPY infront of you too.
SCHOOLS! EXAMS! TUITIONS! ORALS!
ALL CRASH!
how i wish to have a better life,better boyfriend and a better future.
and i realise that no one i can talk to now.
my friends were also facing the same stuff.
GUYS! GUYS! GUYS!
GOODBYE! D:

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
by NE-YO

5:02 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2010Y

AS LAST PESTA RIA ENDS!
feel quite tired.
i meet alot of people there.
those who i don't wanted to meet also there.
and i SAW him yesterday.
but he doesn't wants to look at me
after that, winnie ask me for plaster den i said i don't have.
she told me that he wants it.
i was so FCUKING stupid go and find him a PLASTER.
well, i walked and find him.
he was only looking at winnie but not me.
and i pass him the plaster he only says HI.
i really don't know what to do.
i turn back and walk back alone. i was totally broken.
i even saw him few times in the field but he doesn't know i was looking at him.
well after that,i talk to TOMMY.
he pass by me TWICE.
he din't say anything. i thought he will jealous but he din't.
he just walk by.
and i understand what should i be done after this.
SO STUPID THINKING FOR A PERSON who never CARES never LOVES you.
whats the big reason still waiting for a guy who doesn't loves you?
STUPID DUMB!
i'm really happy whenever i'm with you i wish the time could stop when i'm with you but time just got to goes by. =(
i'm sure i can forget you. i WILL.
i won't write anything about you in facebook anymore.
GOODBYE, do have your own girlfriend,all the best C:

4:09 PM