Saturday, February 5, 2011Y
its cho-4 today. probably i still got to stay inside my room once again. and once again mummy talked to me. console me not to be so childish. think mature girl. you're no longer a 2 years old baby. you should think wiser. there's no guys who's good in this world. why not have a better life for myself? yesterday night i couldn't even sleep well. i don't feel alright. yes,i do sleep but then i woke up. i don't know why i feel so uncomfortable. i hate you,ONGCHEEKEN. please do not let me see you anymore. you're like a piece of shit. you're ugly. you're fat. you're brainless why do i still love you? ONGCHEEKEN,bloody asshole YOU DON'T DESERVE MY LOVE! just disappear from my mind okay? i should have listen to lemon to forget about this relation but why am i do dumb still going for such relationship? OMG! HORWEIWEN don't you think you're so dumb? always thinking about the same person who wouldn't think about you every day? YUCK! HORWEIWEN can't you start with your new life? i hope that the mark on my neck is going to disappear as fast as possible so that i wouldn't have think about it anymore and i can start with my new life. ONGCHEEKEN, if you wouldn't ask for break ups i wouldn't have been to barroom. if i wouldn't have been to barroom nothing is going to happen to me. ITS ALL ABOUT YOU! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! GET AWAY FROM MY LIFE. I SHOULD HAVE START AND CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES. please do not think anything else than STUDIES! alright,horweiwen? you must stay strong and no more going out till late at night. ITS A MUST!
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